why u want escape me?

why you want to do so?
like monday 5/7/2010
i stand there..
u saw me..u show nothing to me..
-.-
when u want went up..then i was talking with someone...
then i purpose to said a sentence which is 'get used to be is enough'
translate to chinese
u will comprehend wad im trying to say
then i saw u stand there..
i smile to u..but u?
wad u do?
shows indifferent face to me...
LOL
feeling blue indeed...
that day Ms Ngan also got said...
human got 'perasaan' de ma...
and i treat u as good as i can jz bucz u're my teacher..
i should respect you...
but not faill in love with u...
when teacher haven;t said this ..i thought im falling in love with u...i thought im abnormal
actually im not..
but why you want to hurt me as you like?
i m really disappointed...
today-tuesday 6/7/2010
i comprehend that u're really trying to escape me...
haiz...
u came out from that class...and saw me standing outside the class..
and u went down and take something..I dont know about that
then when you went up..you rather go far abit alo dont want went in the classroom in front of there...
finally I comprehend..
I really comprehend...
and when they was finished their period,u came out again ><
but u atheer to smile to others instead of me..
depressed,disappointed,sad,feeling blue..
I dont know wad words to descibe my feelings again..
my eyes almost became watery,obscuring mysight and tears drop down drop by drop..
but I will not to do so..
because I know that you wont care for me at all ><
wait until we had finished our Mathematics period
i saw u was downstairs there..
i tried to walked slowly in orfer to see u once again...hope u would smile to me..
when I m going up to my father's motorcycle..
u saw me indeed..
but u pretend to smile to me..
but I know that u're not willing to do that..bcuz my father was there..
so u're pretend to smile to me..
I can see thrpugh ur smile,ur eyes..
bcuz my father was fetching me...
then u're forced to smile also..
LOL...

can you please dont treat me like that...
I m really cant control my feeling,u know?
you dont treat me as good as another students,dont concern about me
FINE..
I accept it...
as long as u happy...
but please dont show ur indifferent face to me..
u're making me confused...
perhaps u dislike me,kays...
I tried to not to meet you anytime,anywhere,as long u're over the moon...
that;s sufficient :D