another Confused Dayz

yesterday when I went down
she haven't reached yet
I just crouched and waiting for her
waiting for a long time ...she only came
when she came..I gazed on her
she smiled to me again
LOLS :)
Ms.Ernice copy down the notes for us and asked us memorize it
and she is going to ask us wat did we memorize
I'm the first one T_T
she asked the first question...I haven't think the answer yet..my friend had told me..then teacher smiled to her ...ahahaha =P
I could answered the second question without think
the third questions I could not answered her at all
she seems like depressed ._.
nvm
let's us talk about another class
aiyo..
wat I do is keep thinking the questions
dat's all la..
lazy le..felt asleep..wanna sleep...bb

funny dayz

today 1st period began to laugh

My BiRtHdAy

yesterday was my birthday
no one will remember my birthday even my parents
but my friendz
I hate my friend who likes to broke their promise
said dat wanna celebrate with me
but finally did not celebrate with me even present also didn't have
although she said dat wanna celebrate with me..I say don't want
but 口是心非是女孩的天性嘛
all of them likes to 敷衍 me also..
=[
I wish that she will give wishes to me
but she has no do that.... ._.
perhaps I like day dreaming =]
am I like ?
nopes...
just felt her very nice,?
don't misunderstand ya
no mood to write..
bcuz someones likes to 'fuyan' me =[
she looks like nice at skul
but if she is home
seems like indifferent
tis is the reason I hate!!
bye

Happy Dayz again =)

when I went down
she was downstairs

she seems like indifferent again =[
does not smile to me at all..
when I reached there
as usual la
wait outside the class
until 7 pm
only can went in
the first one was bm
ms.wenny went in
u wonder wad she gave us to do?
dat's
making sentences ....lol :)
use the 'peribahasa' making sentences
she asked us want two people 1 group
if not do by urself
haha
then we did not answered her at all..
so we just do by ourself
she said dat muz do until 30 sentences
then I did until 37 sentences leh
others slow as turtle
I'm the first done it =]
while we were waiting for ms.ernice
I took the book out
and check the sentences dat ms.ernice asked us to do before
when she came in
I stare at her
then she smile to me again :)
lol
she gave us a papar
dat's an essay
then she said dat we wait the 狗熊
bcuz of everyone's book put at table
he haven't took her book out yet
she said dat 我们等你..快点...好...我不看你
so funny leh
ahahaha
she started to teach
she said 一人一句..发表你们的意见
the first one was the 狗熊
dat sentence was so easy
轮到我了...惨了
dat sentence was so long leh
and many word I do not know how to answer
then she asked the 狗熊...asked him to 分担一下
wahahaha ^^
可能是她看到我有很多生字不会
在暗示我吧
她说她以前读书的时候是这样的
不可能叫你在考试前背完整本字典的
她就说u all memorize the word dat u 印象深刻的
memorize 3 words a day
dat's sufficient
before exam
memorize 3000 words
after I heard it
I said 哇！
但我不是很大声..只是用唇语说
因为老师会看唇语,她就说：“你看，晓慧偷笑了”
haha
dat's extremely funny
after dat she said memorize 300 words before the exam coming
when the exam is start..u will having many words in ur brain
u will jz said dat 'STOP IT!STOP IT!!
haha
the first and second paragraph she discuss with us
then another 4 paragraph
asked us to do by ourselves
two of them keep asked teacher the vocarbulary
听老师的语气好像很不耐烦
因为那些字我们已经写过了
他们还问....真是的 >.<
after I done the essay n I turned to next page do the summary
they haven't done the the essay even I done the summary
too slow la
then teacher asked 狗熊 to do the summary
after I done..I keep sms with hui kee and yunn ling
bcuz of too bored ma
teacher jz ignored me
bcuz I am done ma
haha =p

dat's all
tis is the day I felt extremely extremly glad
and tis is also the HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY day dat I never had before
muackzzzzz...............^^

should I be glad?

I felt extremely glad today
bcuz I score A for the subject English
I think this is the 1st time I score A for subject english
since I study at secondary school
my friend
score A also
is the highest mark in our class
100 marks
me 75 marks T_T
but she is fake
during the exam
I ask her the moral values got two or not?
she said 'yes,there have two'
but when I get back
just...
haiz
sad....
although I get A
but I'm sad also
can get full marks
haiz..........

Frustrating dayz

today the first period was BM
teacher gave us back our exam paper

I felt extremely glad due to my BM's paper 2 got 71 over 100
wahahaha
one word can describe ...glad ^^
but my paper was extremely weak
got 18 over 40
T_T
i got 84 marks actually
but they calculate wrong all of a sudden
haiz...!!
not them calculate wrong actually
was we do not know that how to calculate is the correct ways
then we just calculate as others
so I get 64 marks only
=.=
then down from A until C
zz!!
she was not only did not comfort
even ridicule me also
hate la!!!!!
always like dat
said dat wanna erase her attitude that she does not think that she will hurt others
but just say only
it is useless la
say is easy but when u do it
u realise it is very difficult la
haiz...!!!!!!
wanna do revision for the subject sejarah
2moro nid do test...
I do not want to fail...
I want pass ya.............!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay la..dat's all about today......nothing to write

Sad Dayz

today was really unhappy
during the assembly

teacher announced that we must avoid from the H1N1
told us many safety rules
then we just heard what does she speaked on the stage
after that
was the end of assembly
teachers asked us to leave here
bcuz they want to tell us about PMR and SPM
the teacher asked Form 3 students
among of Form 3 students
who score straight 'A'?
please stand up
there has no one students stand up
even 3 Anggerik also
after that teacher asked that who score straight 'A'
only 1 B?
there have 1 student stand up
she is Chay Jing Wen from 3 Anggerik also
only 1 student
better than me
1 A also did not get
T.T
after recess
was Mrs. Kumar 's period
but I think she was MIA?
idk about
was our Science teacher relieve her
she gave us back our exam paper
was my friend helped me took back the exam paper
I asked her how was my result?
she said dat was unnecessary u to know
frustrating....!!!!!
连一句安慰的话都没有
说话还要带刺.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after I got back my exam paper
I'm shocked with my result
how could it be that??!!!!!!!!
failed again =.=
after every exam
I also felt regretted
but it's useless
it's too late!!!!!!!!!
I promise myself cant play computer often
why I cant do it????????????

who knows about?
tell me...please...........

Confused Dayz

I'm glad to see your...
but it doesn't means that I can find it ...

since yesterday I ...you until now
you only reply me
that's a good news
after I see..
I felt extremely glad..
but that time I was doing household
so I cant open as possible
when I finished
I try to search
but there's no more results again
frustrating again...
did u gave the wrong..for me?
or you are trying to cheat me?
but that's impossible
I trust you..bcuz you are a...
who can tell me the truth?
the answer is only you...
if I keep ...you
I'm afraid that you becomes...
so...
should I give up?
NO!!
THE ANSWER IS NO!!!
I WONT GIVE UP!!
trust myself
perhaps this is due to some problem

start from tomorrow I have to stay back at skul for the intensive class for PMR
so I will less online
this is also good for me
I DECIDED WONT TO PLAY MORE AGAIN!!
because of this time's results
really disappointed...!!
haiz...!!

another unhappy dayz

today I'm extremely glad actually
she looks like indifferent but actually was not

bcuz I did not got the geography failed
but no so good
just got 42 marks only
I'm scare with the result geography actually
but after teacher called my name
I thought I failed
but actually it is a dream
scary ~

after that was the period of BC
I did well during the exam
it can said its quite easy
but I'm also careless
I got 74 marks
yea~improved~
then when my friend saw it
she asked me to asked the teacher gave me one mark
then I said don't want
she scolded me 'gila'
I just ignored her
then she went out with her friend
the teacher said dat can't gave me one more mark
bcuz many students get A's
-.-
lame excuse!!
after that was period of history
it was a scary moment
teacher called our name one by one who got failed
finally teacher called my name
got failed again
bcuz was not enough time for me to prepare
I know tis is an excuse
but this is a fact
trust me
we all have been punished by teacher
but the lame people
did not got failed
I think she saw other skul's answer and memorize it
so she did not got failed
为了达到目的而不择手段
I hate this kind of people
always be like dat
can't tolerate of it anymore
but I don't want to care it
dat's not of my business

let's talk about tuition time
tuition time again
LOL
when I went downstairs
I saw her was here
so I walked quickly
when I gazed on her
she seems like indifferent
thought her angry
but actually was not
when reached there
I went upstairs earlier than her
then she followed me at the back
when I opened the door
it was cant be open
bcuz it was locked
and the aunt at there did not saw me
when she was also upstairs
she asked me there have no people
I did not answered her at all
just smile to her
lol
then reached the time
we went in
she(another person) gave me back the question paper of BM
disappointed..!!
I get correct 20 questions only
haiz
but at least better than last time
last time got 11 questions over 40 questions leh
she get 21 questions correct
bcuz she had saw other skul's question paper
she told me by herself
tis is a secret(keep in your heart)
then reached her time to come in and teach us
when she came in
looks like good mood
then she 喃喃自语
always like dat
so funny
haha
today we wrote an essay
it is quite easy

okay..until here..
lazy to write anymore
bye~
goodnight~

The Exam Dayz

finally the exam was over

it was so scary

finally the exam was over
yeah!
but worry about the result =.=
this few days did not open computer because I was doing the revision for this time's exam
lets talk about the subject
the first dayz was BM 1 &2 and science
the science was extremely hard -.-
erm...
the BM was quite ok la
not so hard not so easy
then th second day was BI,BC,GEO,n KH
the BI was just summary n novel only
how to calculate?
wonder to know
hmm..
the GEO was extremely extremely difficult
that's all about the map
BC and Kh was quite easy la
and the last dayz
scary dayz
was the SEJ n MAth
math paper 2 was abit hard
and the paper 1 is also okok la
and the sej was some questions know to do
some don't know
after exam math 1
teacher told us he had marked our sejarah
OMG!
he had said dat hav almost 15 students got failed the sejarah
then he told us who got failed by name
luckily he didn't call my name
but I'm still worry

anyway..I hope that I wont failed any subject again =)

Happy Dayz?An Unhappy Dayz?

today she did not smile to me
bad mood ?

I do not know about
maybe frustrated about students attitude?
really do not know it
don't ask me..please
when during the tuition time
I was extremely talktative
LOL
my fren told me many things about her and someone..
she said yesterday she went back with someone then someone xxxx her inside the lift
she also told me that that's her first xxxx
and someone did not tell that xxxx her
just xxxx her without any reason
that time she felt shocked
do not know wad to do at that moment
anyway
she told me if someone xxxx me without reason
wad will I do?
I answered her without hesitating and considering
just slap on that people that xxxx u
it is too 绝情
haha
she also asked me did someone do the same thing with him?
I said dat I rarely talk to boys..even in school also
then she said u will like me?
I said can consider
haha...it is just a kidding
I'm not lessbian after all
hehe ^^
and two of us talked about someone's 坏话
no one will know about wad was happened to u yesterday
but you and me

when she fetched me back..
then the door was not closed at all
actually I want went away
but I went back and closed it
lol
【paiseh...english not that good ..rojak】

this is a happy dayz?
or an unhappy dayz?
tell me..please :(

The Happy Dayz That I Never Had

Today is Friday

Is the happy dayz dat I never had

Enjoy it ^^

today was as usual went...
I'm waiting downstairs and waiting for her
I felt my legs was abit tired
so I just crouch and sleep
lol
after few minutes later
I heard a sound
I'm suspects that it is her car
so I just stand up
then when she saw me
smile to me again... kaka :D
so I smile to her lo
when reached the place..
she just went in and continue the lessons
suddenly I heard a sound leh
izit piano?
I'm wondering
but i cant went in and see it
then when she finished to play on the piano
all of the students clapped their hands...
wondering about
anyway
perhaps tommorow i can see it
I wish la
after 10 minutes
when she done the things
she gazed on me..
lol?
wad was happened to me?
it is nothing happened actually
she just smile to me
I can felt dat she was extremely glad..
she is in love?
idk about
when she came and..us
and then
smile to me again
then when I answered her questions actually I'm correct
but I choose another answer
zz
I hate to change answer
becuz after I change it must wrong even during exam too
HATE!
she had told me about her facebook's e-mail address
she asked me you still remembered the e-mail address..
I said yes
actually wanna to said no
regretted!haiz!!
its the time to said goodbye
becuz it is ten o'clock exactly
the girl said to me
near her apartment
have an unknown people 跳楼
it is extremely terrible
I'm scary to hear about
when we went out from class.Ms.Wenny thought the girl dat talking to me was talking to her and I saw Ms.Ernice was sat in front of the computer and just heard about wad did the girl says
lol
so funny
actually it is just a misunderstanding
the girl dat talking to me told her her apartment there have an unknown people 跳楼
after they heard about..all of them was so surprising
一直追问下去
是男是女？
年轻的？老人？
asked..asked...asked
总之就是特别关注
我就帮那女孩顶着门so that the door will not closed
my hands was so pain
=.=
the aunt at there asked a funny question
the people die or not?
Ms.Wenny answered her
of course is die lar
the apartment is so high leh
after I heard dat...I laugh at them .. xD
then they 'turut' laugh
lol
wakakakaka :P
after I came back and search
that's no more results again
aiyo...
why am I don't want say no?
I'm too stupid la

okie..this is all about a happy dayz that I never had xD